I am not a very happy camper right now.
I feel used, tricked,,,belittled, mislead,,,oh my god soooo many feelings and words.
My date last night told me he had a little “blip” in his past that he was taking care of,,and would be done with shortly.
And, what he said, just weighed on my shoulders, and made my sleep a little restless last night.
I know myself,,and I know that my freaking intuition is fucking awesome,,sorry for the swearing but when I tell you what I learned tonight you will totally understand my anger.
So “new” guy invited me to the movies tomorrow and over for dinner at his lovely home after.
I really, really wanted to do just this. But,I had this little itch just bugging me to find out more about this “blip” in his life.
I finally got it out of him,,,,,,He served 7 months in jail for assault on his OWN son!!!!
Now,,I played it cool,,maybe a small kid coerced by his evil mom, put him up to it,,,(know what I mean,,i’m grasping but it happens).
He never denied that he did it, he refused to tell me his side of the story,,he never tried to denfend himself,,except to tell me he read some thing on the internet and acted on it. So,,in fact IT’S THE INTERNETS’S FAULT!!!
As,I,messaged him to never speak to me again,,I got the message,,,that NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HIM!
Really,,internet gods,,,why must it be so difficult to meet someone???